Sometimes i log onto Facebook, and i'll see History Friend's status, or i'll see Old Best Friend's status and History Friend has commented something like "Ooh, i hope you feel better!"  or "I cant wait to see you soon!"  or some bullshit like that, and i fantasize about hitting the "inbox" tab, and then writing her a message that goes like this:

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1. i'm afraid i'm going to be alone forever.  don't ask me where that came from.  i wont know how to answer.
2. mom went all out in the open with me today, and i was in a car and i couldn't get out of it.  I mean, mom talks to me a lot, but never so poignantly.  Sometimes i feel like her therapist, and my job is to listen and say nothing back.
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GOOD NEWS!!!

Demon Boss is leaving for another store within the month.  If ever there was an excuse for a happy dance, it's now.  *happy dance!* *happy dance!* *happy dance!* *happy dance!* *happy dance!*

And man, it cant come any sooner for me.  Honestly.  I just cannot wait.   Do you wanna know what she talked to me about today?  It just makes me ( Read more... )

i have completed 10 straight days of working in a row.  the only way i got through it is by taking it one day at a time.  Oh, and my boss was on vacation during the whole time.   why did i have to work 10 days in a row?  because both the other baker (the one who works when im off) and my boss were on vacation AT THE SAME TIME.  that means no one ( Read more... )

1.  my boss who is overly critical, quick to accuse, and doesn't care if you're having a shitty day, she'll still make you feel like a moron ( Read more... )

i was just about to post a huge blog, and i actually got this message:

Error updating journal: Client Error: Post too large.

can you believe it?  me?  posting a blog thats TOO long? 
i can.

ANYWAY!!

I've decided to post my twitter posts on here since i cant actually link my twitter account onto here, but i guess i'll have to break it up.

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So... my target caught on fire.  FIRE.  like, they called 911 and firefighters came and put it out, kind of fire, and not like a "hey! lets have another false alarm and annoy them for a half an hour!" kind of fire.  Aaaand i missed it.  I got off of work like a few hours earlier.  Sooo not fair!   It was on the news and everything ( Read more... )

i'd love to go on a formal rant about how much work sucks, but i just dont really have it in me.  i'll give you the basic idea though ( Read more... )

I got my performance review from work today.   I tried really hard to prepare myself for this because i knew ahead of time that everyone was getting really bad performance reviews... and i mean like, company wide, not just my store.   They don't want to give out raises.  That's why.  Everyone gets a raise when you get your performance review.  They ( Read more... )

Birthdays suck.

i've deemed them the new "day-you-feel-shitty-because-you-realize-all-the-things-you-haven't-accomplished-yet-so-now-you-feel-like-a-huge-failure day."  (readers digest version: FAILURE!!!! day.)

each birthday, all i can think about is... "well now your _ _ and you STILL haven't had your first kiss!"  (this year, of course, the blank ( Read more... )